Day 3: Observing Playing Small, or Playing All Out?

Playing Small or Playing All Out?

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play small

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify playing small

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that ‘someone else will get it done’, therefore abdicating responsibility and committing myself to a sure death, rather than standing as Life and MAKING IT HAPPEN as Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the health/physical implications of shouldering massive amounts of responsibility on behalf of Life and the human race, whether this means becoming a multibillionaire or the President of a Nation, or another position of extreme power, influence and authority in the World-System

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that because I see/observe abuse, I AM the abuser (through my acceptances and allowances, action and inaction), in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand as Life for Life, always and in all ways

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become overwhelmed by the understanding of the responsibility that is required to actually purify the world-system and co-create a world that is actually best for all life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rush this process of self-forgiveness and self-corrective application from the starting point of not wanting to fuck this up and actually make Life (in this current form as humanity on planet Earth in 2020) become extinct, in this I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to establish the balance of responsibility, patience and urgency

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in backchat and all sorts of fantasy and delusion about what it will require to ACTUALLY create a world that is best for all Life, in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play small in my understanding of what I can actually accomplish and do as a single individual who is a node of Life in the network of Life

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I keep playing small, I will be 100% responsible for the demise of the world and I am just as guilty as the most rotten, life-abusing people on the planet, because I made the choice, to not stand and fully live my best expression of myself

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to connect with fellow members of TeamLife*, those standing as Life for Life, and to support and encourage everyone on TeamLife through collaboration, networking, providing business opportunities and resources, guidance and mentorship, to help us practically and measurably rise to positions of power and authority in this current world-system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to isolate myself on my own island and find every possible excuse and distraction to prevent myself from participating in the mastermind of TeamLife that does in fact exist here on Earth, in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be the king/queen of isolation island where I play small and feel justified as the ruler, writing my rules that justify my limitations, all in my playing small instead of uncovering the DEEPEST and TRUEST Self-Honesty that I have ever known yet to date, which is the reality of Playing All Out

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to really define what Playing All Out looks like in my life and in the lives of others on TeamLife

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear Playing All Out

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others who are Playing All Out, instead of connecting with them and supporting them to clarify what this means for themselves, and for us as TeamLife to all rise together to purify the world-system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that Playing All Out is equal to Living as Self-Perfected, and even if I do fall I know that through my process, I trust myself, and this is part of Playing All Out, standing, falling, standing again, getting better and better every single day breath by breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go up until now only playing small and only getting fleeting glimpses of Playing All Out

Therefore, in my commitment to Playing All Out, I stand in this new awareness that....

When and as I notice myself playing small, or playing at any level less than Playing All Out, I stop and breathe

I realize that Playing All Out does not necessarily mean going on overdrive 24/7, that Playing All Out entails wisdom to know when to conserve energy, when to push, when to dream bigger and when to use practical sound judgment

I realize that Playing All Out is the mastery and perfection of living between Order and Chaos, standing as a living example of what is best for all Life, AS LIFE

I realize that SELF HONESTY is my guide, enabling me to be aware of when I am playing small, and Self Honesty is quintessential in establishing what it means for me to be Playing All Out, then actually in fact practically, visibly, tangibly, measurably Playing All Out that I may be a shining example to others.

I realize that Playing All Out means standing as LIFE, and calling out anything that is not part of LIFE, in a way that inspires everyone to stand equal to and one with TeamLife so we can actually make Heaven on Earth, because I also realize that we are damn near the path to extinction, and my playing small (which I have now forgiven) was a DIRECT cause of this express-trip-to-extinction, therefore I realize there is CONSEQUENCE that I will rapidly, effectively and efficiently move through, as part of PLAYING ALL OUT

I also realize that Playing All Out has the potential to be the most fun, joyous and extremely wonderful way to live life, and we are going to have the most fun, rewarding and profusely abundant experience Playing All Out, where we support each other, and if we fall, we rapidly iterate and stand again and again as Life until we have all become the Self Perfected living examples for ALL

Therefore I COMMIT MYSELF TO PLAYING ALL OUT

I commit myself to define exactly what Playing All Out looks like in my life

I commit myself to connect with others that are Playing All Out

I commit myself to Playing All Out from the starting point of what is best for all Life, in a sustainable, sound, practical and wise methodology, not some energetic ‘high’ that I hope to have (from self-interested ego), where the crash is inevitable, rather as LIFE realizing that LIFE is precious and worthy of honor and respect (through physical practical action) and it is my duty, my obligation and my responsibility to create the systems on Earth that value Life and GIVE Life

I commit myself to respectfully and effectively call out others that are playing small (while seeking to understand their journey and process) and remind them of the grave consequences, the DANGERS and the limitations of playing small and accepting and allowing excuses for not Playing All Out.

I commit myself to redefining the word Playing from the truest purest sense of being 100% responsible, standing equally as the chaos and order inherent in Life... Playing like a child with the innocence of imagination and compassion for the world, and the understanding that many things are in fact possible to create (like a world system that is actually best for all life) that many ‘adults’ forget about, where I AM a living example of what is best for all life, that is principled, yet simultaneously dreaming bigger, expanding understanding of what is possible, and experiencing the plethora of emotion that comes from living in purpose, achieving a worthwhile dream

So connect with me, it is our obligation and responsibility to Play All Out. Support each other to purify the world-system of money, to stand equal to and one with Life, AS LIFE, HERE - the time is now.

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TeamLife is defined as any human that has committed to walking the self-forgiveness and self-corrective application process to stand equal to and one with Life, that we may in fact co-create a world that is best for all Life (which is well underway).