Day 66 - Self-Trust in Pace of Process

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to want to hurry up and have the work be over, instead of realizing and LIVING The common sense as my body as Here, doing fully as my utmost potential the workout as the way I do anything is the way I do everything, thus to completion and perfection as what is BEST for all no matter the timing, within the context of the world-system yet Self-Trust as the purification process of the world-system as what is best for all as the Living System Here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is not possible to not hurry up, failing to realize that I am going at the best speed and I write effectively and efficiently and resiliently as I walk as self-trust

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and react to my calendar believing that I am somehow supposed to be this iGod/ego “superpower” as the mind, when in fact the mind is extremely limited, who I am as the PHYSCIAL as the BREATH and the pace of the physical is what is best

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the pace of the physical is Here as the Breath and thus today I practice this as the order to the chaos

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in rushing through an activity instead of realizing the REAL BEST BENEFIT is actually slowing down, going in reverse of the energy rush, standing Here as Order as the Physical Living System, as AS the order and the Living Agreement as Living Words as myself, and my inner circle relationships, a new Chaos as Life Itself is birthed, this time more powerful in every way that the world system as the world-system is extremely limited as energy, instead of the resonance of the Living Words and the Living System, Expansion Here as Self

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can pause and notice my thoughts/energy/reacitons/emotions/backchat to show me exactly what still needs to be purified, such as “I want to keep going” failing to see/realize/understand the benefit of being Here as the Physical Purification, and also the common sense that if I were to rush, this is keeping the system in place as the system is extensive and robust and as the Living System I must purify this by my equality and oneness with and as the current world system that I am walking daily to the highest levels of responsibility and building my self trust every day through the little things like writing and scripting the words for and as what is best for all Life, giving 100% in all that I do, and realizing that as I am now able to remain Here, operate from Here and trust myself where even if the schedule changes, I WILL BE OK and I CAN BE FLEXIBLE and today I prove this to myself as this practice of self-trust building, putting in some reasonable deadlines that make sense and that way I can practice the integration of the Living System of who I am with the world-system, as breath by breath I walk the purification. 

I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to want to rush and keep going, believing “MORE MORE MORE” is better , within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child I thought running and getting sugar and filling myself up with energy was best because it felt good, in that moment completely abdicating my responsibility and having no real role models, UNTIL HERE NO FURTHER, WE ARE THE ROLE MODELS, thank you Bernard and the other self-leaders, now I am the living example that makes this go viral and exposes how one can truly Live as what is best for all, Here as the breath, no rushing needed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the idea of ‘not finishing the thing’ in the required amount of time, thus creating and perpetuating the character of rushing/fear/anxiety, until HERE NO FURTHER

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child I was not effectively supported to understand the world, how systems work, why we must rush as times due to situations and context and common sense, yet the STARTING point is what matters, thus I commit myself to walk the correction as Self-Trust with my family and kids and to live as the example of how to move at the pace of the Living System, walking as the Physical so that all families and children will know the truth of Life and what is best for all, Living the Principles and ensuring we live the principles to the best of our ability

Thus when and as I notice myself wanting to rush, I stop and I breathe

I realize the pace of the mind is rushing and looking for more, at least currently where my mind is

I realize that I must practice and train to walk and keep breathing as the physical, doing what is ACTUALLY best instead of rushing, yet being ok with the rushing as the mind as walking the purification process as I am the Life Authority

I realize that the anxiety/rushing personality/character within me had been circulating energy for my mind-consciousness system yet Here as Life Authority I rewrite myself as Living Words thus I Purify myself as Walking the Correction of Pacing Myself as Life as the Physical in Every Breath, Living Order and Living Chaos as the Living System as Living Principles 

Thus

I commit myself to breathe, be bold, be clear and author my days, weeks, months and entire Life that my legacy of and as Living Words outlives my human physical body in the best way that all future generations may know what is best for all Life and physically visibly Live the Principles

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Day 65 - Observing and redefining guilt

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the character of guilt over reaction, failing to realize that the best way to participate with reality is as Self-Honesty and Living the Principles in every moment as best as possible, so even when emotions/feelings come up, I trust myself to process them and thus live Self-Trust instead of guilt. 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to define guilt as a negative emotion, failing to realize that guilt is simply the reality of a system relative to a past action, the course of the system and the participants where a process is followed of making the situation ‘right’ according to the system, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as the LIVING SYSTEM, guilt is the label and correction process for anything determined to be not best for the Living System, and what this looks like practically is Self-Honest Self-Forgiveness, purifying the corrections within myself as Anti-Fragility of the System where I expose the weaknesses and the separations and conflict, and purify all of the structures and energies and resonances to what is best for all Life as Living Words and Living Flesh of the Living System, thus guilt is simply an indicator of process and the processing of emotion/energy where as my self-directive principle and Living Words, I trust myself to process the situation into the Living System so the variables that were not supportive of Life become supportive of Life through daily diligence and self-honest scheduling and walking the correction and the commitments in every moment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the guilt of not completely writing a point to completion of a ‘feeling of knowingness’ that it’s complete, failing to realize that as Living Principles, I am the authority Here as Life and as I walk daily, I expand and express as Life thus the writing is a natural consequential outflow of who I am thus even if there are still points and energetic layers within my unconscious and subconscious, I trust myself Here as Life as anti-fragility to walk this process and not participate in the bullshit of judgment and guilt of myself not thoroughly completing the points, BY actually sticking to one point and focusing on it, getting to the core memory and processing it and then writing the correction and commitment 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child I learned guilt in the context of the system where Life would be sacrificed and lost if I was guilty according to the various laws that my parents and society had accepted and allowed, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am not forgiving myself for accepting and allowing these laws of the system and morality, and now point by point I am processing these laws within and as common sense as the Living System Law is Here as Daily Walking Process and Living the Principles, it’s that simple, thus the only guilt that is valid is any situation that prevents/hinders the daily walking process, this is an object/subject guilty of going against Life, yet as Life we have the authority and power to process and correct these points as they come up thus I walk as Self-Trust as writing and this will be shown again and again over time through writing, SF and TechnoTutor use

When and as I notice myself participate in a reaction/feeling of guilt, I stop and I breathe

I realize that the best definition of guilt and the ONLY valid redefinition of guilt is the guilt of going against Life

Thus I commit myself to rise up and support Life to go into/as the World System and rewrite all the laws so the outcomes are Life-giving as the Living System

I commit myself to daily walk process

I commit myself to look at points and write them 'to completion' within the context of the principles, and to be open and public about my process in the best way to support others to walk this process as the Journey to Life.

I commit myself to when and as I notice guilt, to breathe as Self-Trust and find the gifts within the moment that triggered the reaction (if any) to guilt, and to walk the correction as Self-Trust and Life-giving Expansion

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Day 64 - Cutting Edge Walking the Physical

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the character of rushing/energy where my mind attempts to get a ‘leg up’ on the situation and just ‘hurry up and finish’ which is based in the self-interest of the mind, which uses anything it can to feed itself more energy, thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand how I operate as SELF HONESTY and thus USE my mind as the tool that it is to calibrate myself, my body and my character to and as what is BEST for all which includes putting myself in these situations WILLINGLY where I face my reactions and my mind, to thus purify myself and support myself to ‘get out’ these characters and personalities, specifically the character of rushing based in self-interest

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that my character of self-interest is actually helpful in any way whatsoever, as it is NOT, if I operate from it.. it is only an indicator of the world-system as it currently exist, thus I can walk with it and as it and purify it as my dedication to building the projects I am working on, as walking the world system of speed/self-interest, money from the principle of doing what is BEST with the money and in the situations, where yes there will be more situations that come up where I will be tested and must discern what is best to do and best to focus on, and to catch myself if I operate from self-interest, yet as Life and Breath, I walk in Self-Trust as who I am is literally walking the cutting edge and this is real time as breath, I trust myself to express myself and speak up if necessary to actually do what is best, thus no more energy parasite taking over my body bitching and complaining to get energy, just steady self-perfection in EVERY breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the best definition of time, where time is the breath and the cycles of nature as the real starting point, and as I walk AS the physical, we purify the mind-consciousness-system as Living Self-Forgiveness and Self-Perfection, and as we walk the mind-consciousness system, new cycles of the world-system emerge as the world-system IS based off the physical, thus our home and what we accept and allow HERE is interconnected with the world system, thus I walk as Diligence and Effectiveness and Principle in all that I do as we build our home and community and the New World in Order/Heaven on Earth that is already Here as seeds that require nurturance, focus, breath and Life-giving activity which I trust myself to do and complete to the best of my ability

When and as I notice myself participating in the energy of rushing, I stop and I breathe

I realize that words and personalities and the physical mind is integrated into my flesh through words/images/sounds, and thus I must walk diligently for 7+ years AS the physical, sounding and rescripting myself as Self-Forgiveness, using TechnoTutor to re-program the words in the flesh and purify/process words, and thus establish myself as Living Example for others through my blogging, vlogging, podcasting, social media and who I am PHYSICALLY in my environment and community through building the Living System of our home and community, state, country and this world 

I realize that I have participated in thoughts that now give me access to the inter-dimensional quantum mind consciousness system within me, where these thoughts are fragments and actually gifts for me as my starting point is Life and Principle, thus these thoughts and reactions I experience are gifts that are actually Life-giving as my Starting Point is Life-giving

I realize that I must investigate and identify the weaknesses within my day where ever I find myself compromising Who I Am as Life, and to thus calibrate myself in the breath in the moment to what is best for all through Unconditional Living Self-Forgiveness and Living the Correction, taking any backchat/mind/personalities into the process of Self processing EVERYTHING for and as what is best for all to the best of my ability

I realize that when I say "the best of my ability" this literally means being willing to do whatever (within common sense reasoning) which includes the possibilities of rising to positions of power, fame, life longevity, travel, and whatever other experiences that are necessary, as any limitation is unacceptable, thus I live the Self-Realization Here as Life as Expansion

I realize that the real pace of Life is the physical, which I access as the breath, and this is the New World in Order/Heaven on Earth through me choosing to do what is best in every moment AS the physical walking my journey to Life so that all others may see me living the example living the principles as who I am

Thus

I commit myself to walk forward diligently, effectively and at the best speed within and as Self-Honesty and the Principles

I commit myself to when and as a thought comes up that indicates a personality of mine, to place words to it and apply self-forgiveness in the moment, and to also apply Living Self-Trust where I can place the words into my phone as a reminder for future self-forgiveness writing if necessary which I will discern in the moment in self-honesty and self-trust and self-responsibility

I commit myself to be willing to go as deep as necessary in self-forgiveness until the point is removed and then the correction is clear and the correction is walked, there is literally no benefit to doing self-forgiveness half-assed, as that is detrimental and allows for the mind to 'security update' itself, thus WALK THE POINT AND PURIFY/PERFECT IT through real physical writing/sounding, living the principles and walking the correction in real space-time reality.

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Day 63 - Elite Education Solutions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the personality system of looking outside of myself for answers and solutions to my problems, failing to see that I AM equal to and one with the solutions, it just requires the necessary self forgiveness and self correction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize my equality and oneness with the business solutions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to from a young age, look to my parents for solutions, specifically in school when mom and dad would help me with my homework, my entire starting point was just to get the answer right, within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed the personality of “I don’t get it” and within this to stagnate in my progress of cognitive development and understanding of problems and solutions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for being retarded relative to the elite, where the elite go to these high level universities and they get these opportunities and access to positions of responsibility and power, which had equated to security in the world-system and having basic needs met, yet this is until Here and no further. The world system is changing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not actually see myself as equal to the elite of the world, believing that they are separate from me, thus taking this separation personally as though I am so special that I cannot actually change and I am stuck, when in reality I can actually change, I am increasing my comprehension ability and my skills of self-development and self-perfection

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by me seeing the elite as outside myself, I had been accepting and allowing the current/past power structure of the world as Elite, Middle Class, Poor, and judging myself and the other individuals of earth accordingly

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my starting point within building my businesses had been to prove myself to the other individuals of the world that I am worthy of the Elite, as I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that chasing ‘elite status’ is a mirage as the current world system is collapsing and changing, and there is a New Elite of Life that is Here, where Elite = Effectively Educated for and as Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I think about business, to go into a state of conflict and energetic reaction that “I must build this” and “I am not sure how to build this”, until HERE no further

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that since I begun with TechnoTutor and Desteni, my ability to learn, grow, adapt and get results that are real, measurable, verifiable, that I AM actually effective as Self-Directive Movement, and this is the real focus. So instead of spending myself on conflict and energy of money-generation/system-generation/business-generation, the best way to focus is on Self Expansion AS Living Systems of Life-Giving which effect EVERYTHING always and in all ways in/as equality and oneness 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for taking “so long” to realize that I am actually effective and able to do the right things, long enough, consistently to generate new leads, to bring the new leads through the sales cycle, to sell them TechnoTutor and then to really get them support to thus expand the starting point which had been Life-Giving Systems

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not clearly define WHO I AM AS LIFE-GIVING SYSTEMS, where:

I am flesh equal to and one with all Life, and there is programming in my flesh that effects what is the system that I am operating as in equality and oneness with the world system, thus the programming of/in my flesh is and must be structurally aligned to and as Life as this is who I am, yet I had accepted and allowed ‘less’ of myself, until Here no Further

The Life-giving system is me dedicated in every breath as my Self-Directive Principle to do what is best for all, which includes lead generation, sharing TechnoTutor, supporting people with TechnoTutor, and utilizing the support networks of TechnoTutor to build further systems that generate/transfer millions, then billions, then trillions of dollars to fund the Equal Life Party and the Equal Money System and all supporting systems of the New World in Order/Heaven on Earth 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the power of breath and Living Self-Forgiveness, where I stand by my self-forgiveness and completely trust my self, to do what is best for all, where I am living and supporting my Desteni AS the Desteni of the Universe

Thus

When and as I notice myself not participating in supportive thoughts/words/deeds of Living the Life-Giving System I stop and I breathe

When and as I notice myself participating in judgment of self/my abilities/my position in the world, I stop and I breathe

I realize that the Real Elite = Effectively Educated For and As Life

I realize that as a child I was not effectively educated for and as Life

I realize that now I am effectively educated for and as Life

I realize that change and Living Systems take time, yet every breath is the best time to continually live and support the Living Systems that I am

I realize that continually walking the cutting edge will include some nervousness, some fears, yet who I am is the Living Life-Giving System thus as I move, expand and continually walk the cutting edge, the more the structures grow, the more I grow, the more power we have as Life as Common Sense Solutions/Structures and this is what is best and thus I know I will ONLY feel the best if I do what is best, anything else is weakness.

I realize that roleplaying and practicing is necessary to support with who I am as the Life-Giving System in thought/word and deed to generate contacts, relationships with and as the World-System where we take the World-System and purify it through Living Words, Living Self-Forgiveness and Living Self-Responsibility as Self-Correction to thus Live the Solutions as Self-Directive Principle

I realize that breath and Self as Life-giving systems is essential to Life 

Thus

I commit myself to support myself as though I am a child, and to re-build the foundation that was missing from my childhood, to understand exactly WHY things are working, why things are not ‘working’ relative to living/establishing my goals and being the kind of person that gets 40 new contacts every week, 12 sales presentations and 2+ sales every week, thus walking and Living the Life-Giving System that IS The correction of the world-system

I commit myself to do whatever it takes as the starting point of common sense, where in my self-honesty I know what I can do and I choose to do it as who I am, such as presenting TT, practicing role playing, talking with ‘strangers’, supporting the groups and the content online as WHO I AM

I commit myself to stand by and as my self-forgiveness, so even in the chaos of living and the emotions/storms of the world-system changes, that I trust myself as who I am is WORTHY of Self-Trust and I live these principles as living example

I commit myself to when and as I notice myself judging the situation, to propose common sense practical best for all solutions, and to do this over and over and over until it is verifiable as WHO I AM, Living the Solutions as Living Heaven on Earth

Day 62 - Judging Time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe things should be happening in a certain timeline thus trapping myself in energetic points, placing myself out of equality and oneness

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to as a child want to get my mom to buy me a toy at target with urgency, I wanted to open the toy, get the toy and play with the toy immediately. I was obsessed with the toy aisle 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to throw common sense out the window, and go into a possession of craving the object, the toy and ultimately programming myself/accepting allowing programming of self-interest ‘get the toy at all costs NOW’

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that crying was a valid response for NOT getting the toy in the moment, and being willing to resort to cry, yell, scream, anything/everything necessary with emotional manipulation to get the toy from the store

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I had begun establishing my morality personality from the fucked up starting point, of being a ‘good boy’ in order to get the toys, and also to ‘not be a bad boy’ by noticing the rules like ‘don’t steal the toy’ and ‘listen to mom’, failing to apply this morality within common sense, it was ONLY self-interest and it was selective, instead of focusing on breath, what is best, and then from that point communicate with mom about the toy and playing with the toy

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to judge mom for not knowing exactly what I wanted as the toy, when I was the one who wasn’t clearly communicating

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to judge the situation as something that I had no directive control over, thus I resorted to energy and emotional manipulation, instead of breathing and looking for other ways to ‘get my way’ in a way that didn’t cause harm to others (which me emotionally manipulating mom, was actually me harming me, and all of the consequences of myself accepting/allowing the personality programming of self-interest and judging anything that wasn’t fulfilling my self-interested desire(s)

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realize and see and understand that my judgment of the situation was taking it personally. In reality, nothing is personal, it is all equal and one to what we accept and allow, within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in equality and oneness, there is no judgment, just what is Here, nothing personal, yet AS this starting point HERE, I decide what is best for all, thus no judgment needed whatsoever, rather deciding what is best, so if there is a redefinition of judgment, it is a simple decision of what is best for all. 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to judge the timeline of events, and to spend myself in judgment of timelines and events, failing to see/realize/understand Self-Honesty indicates that Now is all we have, and in every breath I can choose to expand Here as Life, as this is the real timeline, breath by breath expansion as/of Life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that judgments have emotion/something taken personal in them, when reality shows that we are one and equal as all, thus what is best and within/as common sense is operating as and for what is best, so regardless of the timelines and how fast things are happening relative to one another, such as world events, and the pace of my business growth, myself as starting point in oneness and equality is PRINCIPLE

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the whole in judgment, until Here no Further

When and as I notice myself participating in separating myself as judgment I stop and I breathe

I realize self is being spent on judgment, and the inverse of this is being Here in practicality, Expanding one and equal with and as all

I realize that I am the creator, the created and the creation, thus I am 100% responsible as and for everything that is Here, all the good, all the evil, and I decide what is BEST from Here

I realize I had been standing in the position of victim, seeing myself as separate and unable to effect change, until NOW I am one and equal with and as all as I walk this process as the Journey to Life in Self-Honesty

I commit myself to live as expansion as Life, here in equality and oneness for and as what is best for all Life, stopping any and all thoughts, committed to living by principle and breath

I commit myself to breath by breath do what makes sense as practical living solutions thus no focus on timing as separate from me is needed, rather time IS me as the breath, thoughts ARE me as what I’ve accepted and allowed, Forgiveness and correction IS me as the breath

Day 61 - Observations of Power (Part 4 - Commitments)

When and as I notice myself degrading the living power that I am, I stop and I breathe

I realize that Self-Correction is Powerful

I realize that as I walk this journey to Life I am amassing more power AS Life, for Life

I realize that self-interest is the opposite of power, even though there is an illusion of the ‘power of free choice’ in reality this is disempowering, as I am one and equal with all, thus anything that is NOT best for all (just self-interested) is actually missing the point of the equality and oneness that is being birthed from the physical as Self as REAL Living Power

I realize that if I am not HERE I have no Power

I realize that emotions/feelings/energy/moods degrade power, and to Live the Correction means to immediately take and act as Living Power and Forgive/Live the Correction and Welcome the future tests as I am Here as Life walking this journey to and as Life as what is best for all Life, this is WHO I AM

I realize that Power is coordinated systems and effort, and this results in more power being generated from harmony and focused work and labor as Life as Nature working together in harmony as the starting point of Life and what is best for all Life, thus I continually establish myself as Living Power and Correcting anything that is not empowering

I realize that through my schedule, the details of my Living, every single interaction, thought, word and deed, that EVERYTHING is all equal and one as Living Power, and the lowest weakest point is who I really am, as this is showing me my acceptance and allowance, thus I walk as humility realizing what I have accepted and allowed myself to become, yet simultaneously I walk as Life as what is best for all Life, as this is who I am and in every breath I prove this realization of Living Power

I realize I am able to influence, communication and talk/ask questions, and putting myself on the ‘front lines’ the ‘cutting edge’ even though uncomfortable and risky, is the best most powerful way for me to expand and grow my power as Life through my coordination and purification of Self as Self-Perfection 

Thus

I commit myself to correct any misuse of power within myself, where I am powering the parasite of consciousness, and to implement self-forgiveness and sound the self-forgiveness, the correction, use TT as necessary and establish myself with practical common sense solutions Here and Now through what I do and what I plan to do and thus fulfill at the correct time and place according to my calendar which I honor and commit myself to agree to and Live this/flow like water as agreement as Life in and as Integrity as Life and Living Words

I commit myself to Live the words Common Sense Self-Power, where I utilize the Power of Life as Self, Walking the Corrections, Establishing and supporting the systems of corrections, and integrating feedback from the environment to thus correct and purify and perfect Self and the Systems so that All of Life is Honored, Realized and Dignified

I commit myself to show myself that anything my mind thinks is inconvenient, that within common sense if it is best to do, that I just fucking do it and build up the Self-Power and Self-Trust that results in what is best for all Life, as anything else will obviously create consequence and in unacceptable. Who am I really? Self-Power as Life, or ego bullshit?

I commit myself to breathe as Breath = Real Power, to walk as Life, the trillions of cells as me, where no thoughts no matter how ‘real’ they may appear, that NONE of them can direct me, just Self as Breath is Here as Self-Directive Principle, Living Power and Empowering all Life as Best as Possible in each and every breath

Day 60 - Observations of Power (Part 3)

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not completely word-effectively the self-forgiveness required to trap and eliminate all of these patterns of ‘willingness to go to emotion’ believing that the ‘emotion is the real power’, failing to see/realize/understand the limitation of the emotion and the embedded/embodied/crystallized patterns of the emotion, until Here no Further as I walk the correction as LIVING PRINCIPLE, welcoming the tests as for what is BEST, where we walk together the correction as REAL POWER, which is the Physical, which is Common Sense and the ability to remain stable, effective, powerful and Here, breath by breath, BEING HERE

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the tests are where real power comes from in ways that I can clearly see it physically, as at one point in the past, I could not ‘successfully’ complete the test in the best way, where NOW I am practicing and developing myself to successfully complete the tests in the best way, as this is real power as coordinated effort, common sense and AS the starting point of the Life, the Physical, Here, doing what is BEST for all Life Here. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not competently understand exactly what Living Power looks like for and as myself and the world, where real power is actually coordinated effort and the starting point of equality, connectedness and support, giving as we would like to receive

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my schedule, my day to day living where I am flowing through activities and expanding myself, going beyond my comfort zone, living common sense, having fun from the starting point of expansion and living, that this is what is best as Living Power as the Physical as Practical Common Sense

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the details of my day, THIS is where I can see Living Power, such as ‘do I go into my mind’, am I absent minded, am I doing pointless activities that could be improved upon, then IN THESE MOMENTS, to physically walk the correction and understand/gather the gifts to immediately correct self as this is the best time to walk the correction Here and Now to thus change and live and amass power as Self, GIVING self power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being like water through the day while living the principles is Power embodied, as my calendar is the basic structure of the flow of the water, then as Life I flow, through and as the structure, able to be what is best in any situation, not too rigid, just powerful, effective, adaptive and equalizing all as a force of nature, supporting all as a force of nature

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that me second-guessing myself and participating in the character/personality of self-sabotage is what degrades my power, as this is self separating self from self, thus the forgiveness: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself from the beginning to now, accept and allow separation within and without as energy from the physical, in ways that are not common sense and best for all, where the only acceptable and allowable relationship of matter/physical to energy/mind, is that which is calibrated to what is best for all which is KNOWN and UNDERSTOOD as Living the Principles, verifiable and stable, consistent, Living the Self-Forgiveness and the Self-Correction necessary to Live the Self-Commitments as the Power OF the Physical, For the Physical, as the Physical, as what is best for all (the physical)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that money is power, in reality money is attracted to and flows through powerful systems where value is created and the systems are manipulated in ways that money is amplified and increased in amount, thus the focus on money is an illusion that saps power away from Self, rather the focus on doing what is best is what matters as this is real Power, as what is best is developing communication abilities, providing/connecting products and services with the right people, this is real power through connection, coordination, correction and commitment of Self to What is Best for All, HERE, and processing all the necessary information, putting the pieces/people together through communication and the diligent, persistent effort required to coordinate, maintain and then effectively expand these systems so more power is able to be held, generated and points then plugged into the system, where then money is a result of the system, as the real value is people coming together being exposed to what is best, being supported to live and walk as what is best and thus share this with others, thus expanding Heaven on Earth as walking the process in the best effective and sustainable way within the context of the current world system within the greater context of what is best for all Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize/see/understand the power that is the Desteni I Process, of walking process diligently through and as DIP Pro, where I am opening up these characters that had been integrated into my flesh, and point by point working through these characters, the fear character, the desire character, the judge character, where in each of these points, point by point I dismantle the energy, the construct and then correct the physical as the words that are here, written, spoken and then LIVED as SELF in the WORLD, thus I am forgiving myself for accepting and allowing myself to avoid and shirk the responsibility that is the power of being Self in and as this System, yet it’s Here now as this writing and as this Living, as fear, desire and judgment are all re-defined as what is best for all Life, as these characters had been integrated in self as self/parts of self, yet the correction is walked daily as I define and Live Self-Power completely Here, the only character remaining as the Physical as what is best for all Life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fear power, failing to realize that it is BEST to understand power and define power in the best way for self within this context of what is best for all, where POWER = Coordinated effort, Principle and Process

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to desire power from the starting point of self-interest only, until Here no Further, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my desire of power is NOW within the context of what is best for all Life and I walk this Living Proof as this is the Principles which are my starting point and I direct myself in every moment as these Living Principles and Living Words

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the common sense that the only real power is the Principles of what is best for all Life, as anything else results in sure death as self-interest/ego and isolation with nothing but regret in the final moments as self had missed the point of being Here in equality and oneness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I had judged power as bad, that the image of power I had accepted and allowed was the image of someone who is ‘above’ the system, the law, and these people are evil/bad, failing to realize that WE ARE ALL THE SAME THING, we are all this physical reality, it is US that is evil, that is believing we are ‘above the law’ and superior/inferior to others, thus proving our lack of real power as the Physical as the same power that has created all of existence, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the redefinition of power is a process of walking the gifts of this reality, everything from the ‘good’ to the ‘bad’, to the gifts of the judgments of those I had perceived as powerful, where the new definition of Power as what is best for all comes as the observations of self as Power, of Power as and for what is best for all, and as the world/others observing me and the others walking this process, together as Life, as real focused, stable, effective, common sensical power, and thus the REAL power of Life, where the only valid judgment is whether one is doing what is best for all Life or not, and as this we walk as Living Power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid the responsibility of being the judge/authority/power AS LIFE FOR LIFE, where I can determine/decide what is best for all Life, within and as common sense reasoning, understanding and factoring in consequence, second, third, fourth, fifth and beyond-consequence, where the principle of what is best for all and the other Principles of Desteni are walked as what is BEST and anything that is seen as degrading and not honoring the principles is able to be judged and corrected, not from a moralistic starting point… no. From the starting point AS LIFE, FOR LIFE, this is the power that I as Life have…..

Day 59 - Observations of Power (Part 2)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe from a young age that I am not worthy of power because I was/am small relative to others, physically and in stature, composure, effect and ability to influence, until Here no Further as I write this correction starting with the self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to equate and define power to physical size, failing to realize/see/understand that real power is coordinated effort, like the ants, the bacteria, even the militias or the machinery throughout the ages, where individual size is only important in the context of what is required to be done, and as my starting point is HERE and CLEAR of doing what is BEST for all, in all times, every moment, my physical size is good enough, I am now fitting in and integrating with the others that are walking as what is best for all, as the REAL power comes from our coordination and combined efforts, consistency, support and commitment/corrections as we Live the Principles visibly 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that it’s even possible to be born and from a young age, develop ‘high stature’ for myself, rather I now see the common sense that this tendency of stature/respect/development/achievement is a character that is developed by parents and the environmental programming from a young age, where stature MUST be re-defined as what is BEST for all Life, as stature based in anything but what is best, is ‘missing the mark’, as the ONLY valid form of stature is within the context of what is best for all Life, anything else is a egotistical self-interested desire that is unworthy of Life as a definition thus must be redefined, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand and coordinate the points within me of the common sense realization that I am a man of stature, there are many achievements and points I have completed from my self-directive will that thus SHOW me the self-worthiness/self-stature/self-respect that I now choose to Live that I had been blind to

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the power of maintaining composure, where from a young age I would utilize emotion and ‘breaking down’ as an attempt to manipulate my environment to ‘get my way’, failing to realize that REAL power is the ability to talk, explain, coordinate and direct situations effectively through persuasion, listening and communication, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the composure of real power, Self-Composure, breath in each moment directing self to what is best and supporting self as this Living Self-Composure, as this is REAL power as it is the expression of the power of Life through and as Me, as my being and my physical body equal and one, without any separation of the mind, just complete Self-Directiveness as common sense/what is best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can see the effect of what I do and who I am in the consequences manifest in and around me as my image and likeness, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to misalign my power, my efforts and create effects and side-effects that are not best for all, until Here no further as I diligently walk this process of the journey to life, develop my vocabulary (as more words with the best definitions = more power), consistently expand myself and face my self as walking Self-Perfection as this is the most effective and efficient way to be TRULY effective as LIFE which means doing what is best for all Life in every moment. This is Living Power as Creating the Best Effect/Effects.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child I was unable to effectively influence my environment in ways where I knew what was working and what wasn’t, and within this resorted to crying/emotions/temper tantrums to influence others and my environment to ‘get my way’, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as I had abdicated responsibility for my stable communication skills to effectively persuade and explain, that EVEN WHEN I had begun developing real communication skills, the starting point of the energy/memories trapped in my body have been one of ‘if this doesn’t go my way I will let emotion come through to try and manipulate the situation’, which is unacceptable and had degraded/undermined my power until Here no Further. Common Sense Self-Perfection = Power

Day 58 - Observations of Power (Part 1)

Self is POWERFUL. Yes I realize this but I have so much more to go to LIVE this every single day. 

Further work required to integrate/realize/LIVE this as Self. 

What does Living Power look like?

What degrades my power/sense of power/realization of power?

What are my systems I'm living/creating that create/support power?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, and to not realize/see/understand that self IS powerful, it is the ‘following of thoughts’ that disempowers

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that a thought has the power, and thus I give my power (which is MINE/ME) ‘away’ to my thoughts as a cascade and a chain reaction leading me further and further ‘away from me’ into separation, thus dividing myself up into pieces and resulting in my powerful self completely separated and divided up, only a tiny fraction as strong as I can be as SELF fully Integrated and in alignment with and as what is BEST for ALL which is Best for Self

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to from the initial thought/reaction within myself, not realize I have the power of breath to stabilize myself Here and direct myself no matter what happens with my mind, and this is the training of my power and the Living of the word Power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FORGIVENESS is POWER, as forgiveness is ME giving (being for giving) myself back from the scattering, the dismembering and the disembodying patterns/habits/personalities/characters that I had accepted and allowed as the mind from the beginning of my life until Here, and the forgiveness is me as SELF, HERE taking that 100% responsibility for and as the pattern thus establishing power, releasing the energy of the mind/ego separation and creating space for the opening up in the flesh for the common sense commitments that I thus correct myself as through my writing and then the living of the commit to myself to as I walk every day as Power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that writing and scripting myself is power, as this is the directive will of Self through and as the flesh, re-writing as the responsible starting point of Self as Principle of Self-Perfection and what is best for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize/see and understand that living the realizations and the corrections/commitments is power, as this is alignment of mind/thoughts/words/deeds and my body, equal and one within and without as Self and the World/Universe, where I make the commitment internally, and externally this is Lived as Self as the Flesh, thus the power of self-change is Here, apparent and able to be built upon as I take responsibility for and as EVERYTHING in existence to direct everything to what is best for all Life to the best of my ability thus the power of Life is Here equal to and one with and as me as I continually walk this process and journey to Life

Day 57 - Observing the Bipolar Nature of Energy

BIPOLAR (meaning the two poles of energy, positive and negative, and believing that is "who I am")

I remember as a kid being sad and I didn’t know why

I remember feeling sometimes really happy and other times super sad… from this I established the bipolar nature within myself and accepted and allowed it, thus perpetuating this acceptance and allowance in the world, not yet fully sorting it out within myself where I ACT and DO what is best no matter what

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to use the phrasing ‘I am sad and I don’t know why’ as a child, and to not actually hear/see/realize/understand what I was saying, that I didn’t KNOW “why”, I didn’t UNDERSTAND, I didn’t have the words to express my emotion/energy within where I could actually ‘get it out’ and ‘express it’ and then use that information/energy to connect with others and CREATE self into a supportive being that is supported and thus able to support others, within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow the automation of sadness then confusion then shame then suppression/repression/denial/depression, all from the one phrase ‘I am sad and I don’t know why’

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand that I can slow down and stop thoughts in any moment with breathing and self-corrective application, where no thoughts/characters need to be charged up/automated/streamlined any more, and I realize this will take time yet I also realize I am making very good progress at just being Here, no thinking needed, just doing what is best.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to from the beginning to now, not see/realize/understand that emotion is energy in motion, and this had become trapped in my body, as the words to express and release the energy from within were not part of me and properly structured/stored, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child, this just wasn’t possible at the time to have the understanding that vocabulary and words, properly placed in/as the flesh of my body, can allow for the flow of energy to thus release the energy effectively, which I now see/realize/understand so within and as this realization I commit myself to the direct-principled Living of Words and Directing of Energy to What is BEST for all, so that we can be Here as the Physical giving Life equally to all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in enjoyment and pity of getting pity and attention from others from my sadness, thus using sadness/emotion/grief as a construct/energy/physical expression to get something that I believed I was separate from, until Here No Further. I stand equal to and one with and as all of my emotion, all of my energy, all of my mind and characters, where now I Live the Physical Correction through walking as What is BEST for all, beyond the ups/downs of emotion believing that is who I am, into and as the Physical, as Seeing/Directing/Expressing Self as I would like to receive, where all can have the BEST and thus happiness become the base state of the human which I am learning how to do every day more and more

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my sadness as a child stemmed from feeling separate from others, that I am all ‘alone’ as my mind, failing to see/realize/understand the common sense that is oneness and equality, where we are Here as each other, supporting each other and able to create systems together to ensure that basic needs are met, where thus the following outflow consequence is feeling better, using energy for what is best, and supporting all others to have this equal and one understanding that words can be Lived and thus a Living Expression of Life Itself where ALL Life is considered and realized, this is the gift in my memories of bipolar

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the bipolar ups/downs as energy is not what is best for all, and now in real time I can see/realize/understand that doing what is BEST is what is BEST, and this will feel the best, I will think the best, I will act the best, as I continuously walk my mind into the physical, one point at a time, through the emotional ups/downs as they are dismantled and thus reintegrated into and as what is best for all through my directive will, one breath one moment at a time

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fear myself and these emotions/energies within me, within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself as the emotions/energy/low points and also the ‘high points’ because some force that was ‘greater than me’ (which I really just did not understand emotions), until Here no Further as I realize the energy is me yet the PHYSICAL is me as well, where all of Life in and as equality and oneness is me as Self as Creator, Created and Creation, thus my SELF DIRECTIVE PRINCIPLE is ME and as I create and walk as creation, the energy/emotions/feelings are all in alignment and an expression of what is best for all Life as I define all words as what is best for all Life and I live all words as the World as the Best World/Words possible, Optimal for all equal and one in each and every breath this decision is mine, Here, Now and forevermore

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad for myself that I had wasted time/energy/attention and actually automated unconscious behavior patterns around bipolar, avoiding the sadness/judging the sadness, chasing/judging the happiness/high, meanwhile the entire time I had lived just in the little bubble of my mind, which I am now seeing beyond every day more and more within and as self-honesty practicing what is best for all in patience and urgency simultaneously I know what I need to do I walk as self-trust and Here and Forevermore I am dedicated to and committed to the Living Realization of Life as What is Best for All Life, Equal and One, Here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget and thus not act on/internalize the realization that facing problems/issues/activities head on, even if they feel bad/negative, ends up ALWAYS being best because I am strengthening my directive will to face things straight on and do what is best, so over time, I accumulate more and more responsibility and WHO I AM can be trusted as Life to do what is best for all Life, not just best for me/my feelings/emotions, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have actually begun changing fear/anxiety/worry to what is best for all through my daily walking process, expressing myself and directing myself more and more every day

Thus

When and as I notice myself participating in the poles of energy, I stop and I breathe

When and as I see myself avoiding feeling something I stop and I breathe

I realize that I can direct all energy to what is best for all

I realize that energy/emotion is temporary and fleeting, the physical is what remains thus the physical is what matters (literally)

I realize there are gifts in my past memories and through self forgiveness I gift these gifts to myself, such as this realization that Words and Support that I am Living and continually unfolding AS, this is the solution to support people here and now, and future generations to walk the mind to the physical in equality and oneness

I realize that using TechnoTutor is essential to effectively opening up the ability to use words and ‘get out’ the emotions/energy that has been stuck and stagnant within my body

I realize that daily writing self-forgiveness is essential to effectively writing out and getting ‘out’ what is on the inside, through structured and effective writing/forgiveness/correction so that who I am is a living example of what is best and thus able to support others to walk through emotion/energy into/as the Physical 

Thus I commit myself to share DIP, I commit myself to share TT, to support others through my content, our groups, my consistent application, and to be open to new ways of expressing the best for all Support. 100% teachable, unafraid of any emotion/worry/concern, rather just breath by breath walking as what is best for all within and as Common Sense

I commit myself to embrace the hardships, the things I ‘don’t feel like doing’, and to walk through them breath by breath realizing/seeing/understanding I am gifting to myself new abilities and awareness and expansive power

I commit myself to investigate the best ways to make money to ensure basic needs are met to thus supplement and add new nutrition to my diet so that things like amino acid therapy can be known, realized, understood and integrated into process for all

I commit myself to be patient with myself, as I see/realize/understand my desire for MORENESS/happiness/excitement is not bad nor good, yet who I am within it is what matters

I commit myself to leverage any/all emotion to what is best, as my starting point is oneness and equality, principles and self-honesty, which I am committed to walking every day until the entire world sees/realizes/understands that this is 100% possible to walk as Life for Life doing what is best for all Life