Day 52 - Serendipity on Command

Serendipity is abused as a word and misunderstood.

Real Serendipity is consistently acting in accordance with what is best for all, thus the serendipity is real and just real-time feedback, instead of some self-interested abdication of responsibility, believing there is some higher power and that one can just sit on their ass all day and not do anything, just 'wait for a sign' or 'trust God has it covered'.

News Flash - God is YOU and EVERYTHING Here as LIFE, thus YOU are responsible. Stop thinking there is a higher power outside yourself greater than you.

Realize you HAVE the power to command serendipity, what is BEST for all, and thus over time, the feedback will show you that you are indeed acting in accordance with what is best. Join the others underway in this process. 

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that I have used serendipity as a crutch, claiming that God’s will be done, seeing God as some being greater than me outside myself, failing to see/realize/understand the Living Truth that Life is ME is GOD, thus as I act in accordance with what is best for ALL, thus I am God Living my Will as Self-Will and the Timing of all actions will be in agreement with what is best because I direct myself to what is best, and I have accumulated consequence both of what is not best AND what is best, thus as I continue walking my journey to Life, WHO I AM as LIFE as BEST FOR ALL LIFE emerges and is evidenced in the physical universe in and as my image and likeness

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize ‘this or even better’ the process of moving up the gridlines/world-system and effecting global change for what is best for all, every step of the way is dependent on MY MOVEMENT, thus I move and I realize that ‘this or even better’ is what is HERE and what is to come because my DIRECTIVE WILL through my MOVEMENT is what makes it so

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see/realize/understand my track record and the common sense obviousness that who I am IS Life and I am Destined for what is best for all provided I continually move myself and walk my process, thus one step at a time actively commanding serendipity as who I am in and as Space Time in and as as Life Here

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see/realize/understand the significance and the gifts in the realization of the various factors at play, from the timing of business success and failures, to the timing of relationships unfolding, to being Here now, where whatever the past is, NOW I am HERE Living in Agreement and Principle thus the reality of our world is influenced and shaped by the Living Vocabulary Agreement that is myself walking my process daily, and therefore the timing IS serendipitous by the definition that things are happening and we are directing the outflow of events to what is best for all, and within all this I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that the best redefinition of Serendipity = What is Best for All Life Forevermore

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize on all Levels I am at cause and the effect of who I am is what is best for all Life. I trust myself to live this breath by breath

Thus when and as I notice myself believing in some higher power, outside myself I stop and I breathe

I realize Life IS the ‘Higher Power’ which is actually just Power of Life equal and one

I realize that Serendipity = What is Best for all Life, thus the timing and flow of events will continually be supportive of what is best for all Life, simple mathematics, 1+1, best for all equals what is best for all. IT JUST TAKES TIME + LIVING THE PRINCIPLES TO MANIFEST

I realize there is no higher power, it is EQUAL POWER, thus Self Living as Common Sense IS the LIFE POWER

I realize that situations in my past and my past actions have all been consequential and now my current result and awareness is the realization of purification of consequence and the establishment/causation of ONLY best consequences forevermore

Thus I commit myself to command serendipity as Who I AM as Equal Power as Life for What is Best for ALL Life

I commit myself to show myself that every action I do now has consequence and I commit myself to direct all actions and consequences to what is best for all Life

I commit myself to honoring my agreements with myself and with others as What is Best for all Life

I commit myself to trust the process of timing and the flow of the universe as Me as Self equal to and one with all Life

I commit myself to understand Life fully I commit myself to show others what real serendipity is, to stop the self-interest and the abdication of responsibility claiming that somehow God's Will is different than one's directive will. Now is the perfect time to wake up and realize Equal Power as Self, Here.

Day 51 - To Unconditional Enjoyment

In the process of getting a house. I notice myself impatient with the application. I did everything I could and now we wait 1-3 business days. It's like I place a condition on my enjoyment of Life. Rather than realizing the gift that is here, and doing my best in EVERY moment, not just when I get some result/reward that I'm hoping to get.
So today the thought popped up - "I can’t enjoy myself until I know the answer." which is an ineffective thought...

You know what that means... SF time.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize the common sense solution that I CAN enjoy myself and what I do as I Live as Directive Will and Movement toward what is best, thus I do everything required as I trust myself to know what must be done, and then I keep moving and keep moving in steadiness of purpose

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize the gift in the unknown and the uncertainty, as who I am is Life Here and I am able to evolve/adapt/support myself even more effectively and support the world as there is now more 'space' that just opened up, I took all the action I could, in my self-honesty I did my best, so now the 'waiting game' is a gift as it is really just the gift that is Life being Here, where every day every breath I can express myself more fully and do what is best

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that it’s not possible to enjoy being Here because of some conditional circumstances unfolding, failing to see/realize/understand that I am equal to Life and thus all situations are a gift and a reward as I am the gift and the reward, and the universe is reflecting this to me as the Universe is You/Me in Reverse, thus Walking consistently moment by moment breath by breath in Self Honesty doing what’s best is WHO I AM

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to redefine enjoyment in a way that is best for all, where ENJOY is LIVING HERE in equality and oneness, doing REAL physical things! Not a silly mind-state. PHYSICAL HERE PRACTICAL EQUAL AND ONE.

When and as I notice myself believing or worrying that I can’t enjoy something until I know some outcome that will take time to even know it, I stop and I breathe

I realize that I have forgiven myself plenty, and that the walking in breath by breath is the reacclimation of Self to Here, the calibration and synthesis of SELF as ALL as HERE as LIFE as what is best for all Life, this is me and who I am

I realize that enjoyment is physical practical equal and one living thus I am able to ALWAYS enjoy myself if I apply my directive Will, HERE

I realize that I can keep moving all the time and thus there are fun surprises and whatever happens I trust myself and my creative learning ability to LIVE as LIFE and direct any situation to what is best and even if I fail at getting the outcome I have intended, I realize my REAL DIRECTIVE WILL is the secret key that I have missed yet it is now HERE, THUS

I commit myself to breath by breath activity and making the most of every breath and every day, moving forward, clear, walking my journey to Life as Life

I commit myself to prove to myself my starting point is BEST FOR ALL MOVEMENT and ACTIVITY as I know/see/realize/understand that there will be countless situations with unknown outcomes and the best route forward is breath, living forgiveness and applying myself to the physical and what is at hand

I commit myself to show myself that staying physical and being physical is the answer to everything where I am equal to and one with the physical thus any thinking/consideration/regard is my directive will and my physical/visible living thus I do what is best, and should thoughts pop in of what else I could do, I do it, but I need not ruminate anymore and I LIVE the correction, and when the next steps pop up that I must do and that is best to do, I walk and breathe, Taking myself seriously yet with enjoyment of Living this Life, breath by breath, what a gift!

I commit myself to support others who ruminate and worry about future events, to support them to take action and to add value to them so that they can see/realize/understand the Living Correction of Self Here where always and in all ways we do what is best for all Life thus no need to waste any time and energy overthinking, just directive will 24/7

Day 50 - Observations of Who I am with Food

 I recently did a 3 day juice fast and I am currently not drinking coffee for 21 days.

This is a big shift from eating 3 meals a day drinking coffee a few times throughout the day.

I have learned a lot about my self and my desires through observation, breathing, being Here, then going into the mind, getting side tracked, then coming back in unconditional Self-Forgiveness and Self-Will.

Here's self-forgiveness that has supported me to realize how my relationship with food has been abused, and the correction to it where food is actually supportive because it IS a basic human need. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse food throughout my life, and to abuse coffee throughout my life to the point that going off of it for a few days is extremely disturbing to myself and messes with my ability to even be present and equal and one with reality

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize real body awareness through every moment and every breath, where whether I have food or coffee or no food or coffee, I am Here as Breath practically directing myself to what is best for all, within Unconditional Self-Forgiveness so even if I am f***ed up from a fast, and feeling all types of ways, Who I AM still remains one and equal, directing self through Self-Will to what is best for all Life

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that the 3 day fast was plenty and I can do this again and build up from there, effectively supporting my body and being with nutrition in various ways, thus cross-referencing myself in the physical to understand who I am and how I am changing and supporting myself to always and in all ways do what is best regardless of food and the desires of food

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire food from the starting point of self-interest alone

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize the true starting point with food is support for self and for all as self where We are nurtured and fed with the basic needs.

When and as I notice myself desiring food from the starting point of self-interest I stop and I breathe

When and as I notice myself being affected on a physical level from my desire for food I stop and I breathe

I realize that food is physical, and the relationship with food supporting my body IS a human need thus is to be honored and supported for myself, yet ALSO to be honored and supported for all as Self

Thus 

I commit myself to show myself and the world that I stand for feeding and nurturing all as self through my living and my expression, so that all needs are met

I commit myself to show myself that the food I eat is sustenance supporting myself as equal and one as all of Life, thus the energy of desire is irrelevant, rather the true act of body craving food, preparing food, satisfying/satiating my body, and then utilizing that food and metabolizing the food to support what is best for all Life, that THIS is the most effective relationship with food where no desire energy need exist, rather just breath and support for self and thus TRUE enjoyment of food finally once and for all in and as Self-Honest Eating

Day 49 - No Choice. Why I Write Every Day

 Today I let my writing slip, it's 9:47 pm and I didn't do my daily writing yet.

I let my writing get away from me. now I want to finish my writing because I am exhausted

This is living the forgiveness and living the correction

I do not give myself the option to not write

No excuses, I have so much time and I know this supports me and others. 

Today this is the opportunity today to test again WHO I AM 

THIS IS WHO I AM

More than just the mind, I am consistent and persistent, I do not f***ing give up even if sometimes I am just taking small steps. I do NOT give up.

So Who am I really?

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize who I really am, and for me to not see and understand that who I am is a compilation of everything I do, it is the starting point and it is evident in my actions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that who I am and what I do and what I leave undone is RESPONSIBLE for the consequences here on earth, am I just gonna say “ah well f*** it” or am I gonna man the f*** up and take responsibility to DO WHAT IS BEST

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to put into clear perspective and thus calibrate my mind to actually face my fears, walk through them and effectively communicate what needs to be said, so that who I am is KNOWN, not just a figment in my mind, it is about REALNESS, evidenced by PHYSICAL ACTIVITY

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go easy on myself, thinking that I can’t handle if I push too much, or make myself “too” uncomfortable, f*** that bull s***, I trust myself and I will prove to myself I am trustworthy

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that EVEN when I am tired I still show up I still get it done I still make it happen, because I CANNOT unlearn what I have learned, that the collapse of the entire world is apparent, and this is MY RESPONSIBILITY to step up and show up and find the others who are waking up and ready to spread the new world in order, this is IT

When and as I notice myself not coming from the starting point of the New World in Order (World that is Best for All), I stop and I breathe

When and as I notice myself playing at ‘less than’ my utmost potential, I stop and I breathe

I realize that I am stair stepping up and it is in the little things I do, in the details, where I level up

I realize that I am consistently walking my process EVERY DAY, with NO option to not write, whether or not I actually post the writing, I know within and as my self-honesty that I trust myself to write and I prove to myself that I write, thus writing/righting myself OUT of the mind and into and as the physical

I realize who I am becoming in the process of sharing what really matters, the New World in Order and the various components of this world, that this is the refining process and I will walk through anything/everything necessary as this is all on me, and my ability to support those around me and plug into the support that is Here

I realize that we are collectively beginning to really get results, time to level the f*** up

Thus I commit myself to show myself that I can talk to strangers, I can find the new 1% and I can face any fear and do it anyway, anything less than this is a regret because it’s my fault if the world is delayed in the repairing/rewriting/re-righting of ourselves

I commit myself to show the world that we have accepted and allowed bullshit for too long, until Here No Further

I commit myself to steadily and sustainably build momentum and the capacity to stay ever-more consistent and ever-more effective until always and in all ways the New World in Order is Here as the World that is Best for All, 1 breath at a time, living and honoring all of my commitments and seeing/realizing/understanding/validating that WHO I AM is in fact LIFE itself, doing what is best for all LIFE