Today I let my writing slip, it's 9:47 pm and I didn't do my daily writing yet.
I let my writing get away from me. now I want to finish my writing because I am exhausted
This is living the forgiveness and living the correction
I do not give myself the option to not write
No excuses, I have so much time and I know this supports me and others.
Today this is the opportunity today to test again WHO I AM
THIS IS WHO I AM
More than just the mind, I am consistent and persistent, I do not f***ing give up even if sometimes I am just taking small steps. I do NOT give up.
So Who am I really?
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize who I really am, and for me to not see and understand that who I am is a compilation of everything I do, it is the starting point and it is evident in my actions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that who I am and what I do and what I leave undone is RESPONSIBLE for the consequences here on earth, am I just gonna say “ah well f*** it” or am I gonna man the f*** up and take responsibility to DO WHAT IS BEST
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to put into clear perspective and thus calibrate my mind to actually face my fears, walk through them and effectively communicate what needs to be said, so that who I am is KNOWN, not just a figment in my mind, it is about REALNESS, evidenced by PHYSICAL ACTIVITY
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go easy on myself, thinking that I can’t handle if I push too much, or make myself “too” uncomfortable, f*** that bull s***, I trust myself and I will prove to myself I am trustworthy
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that EVEN when I am tired I still show up I still get it done I still make it happen, because I CANNOT unlearn what I have learned, that the collapse of the entire world is apparent, and this is MY RESPONSIBILITY to step up and show up and find the others who are waking up and ready to spread the new world in order, this is IT
When and as I notice myself not coming from the starting point of the New World in Order (World that is Best for All), I stop and I breathe
When and as I notice myself playing at ‘less than’ my utmost potential, I stop and I breathe
I realize that I am stair stepping up and it is in the little things I do, in the details, where I level up
I realize that I am consistently walking my process EVERY DAY, with NO option to not write, whether or not I actually post the writing, I know within and as my self-honesty that I trust myself to write and I prove to myself that I write, thus writing/righting myself OUT of the mind and into and as the physical
I realize who I am becoming in the process of sharing what really matters, the New World in Order and the various components of this world, that this is the refining process and I will walk through anything/everything necessary as this is all on me, and my ability to support those around me and plug into the support that is Here
I realize that we are collectively beginning to really get results, time to level the f*** up
Thus I commit myself to show myself that I can talk to strangers, I can find the new 1% and I can face any fear and do it anyway, anything less than this is a regret because it’s my fault if the world is delayed in the repairing/rewriting/re-righting of ourselves
I commit myself to show the world that we have accepted and allowed bullshit for too long, until Here No Further
I commit myself to steadily and sustainably build momentum and the capacity to stay ever-more consistent and ever-more effective until always and in all ways the New World in Order is Here as the World that is Best for All, 1 breath at a time, living and honoring all of my commitments and seeing/realizing/understanding/validating that WHO I AM is in fact LIFE itself, doing what is best for all LIFE
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