Day 55 - Always One Point Of Worry/Concern

Always concerned and worried about something...

Ever since I was a child I remember always having a concern. This had become a point of personality/character within me where my personality would evolve so that I would always develop myself/focus my attention on what is concerning, thus fueling my self-interest in a complex screwed up way where I thought I was looking out for myself and others, only to realize concern/worry are based in fear, which is never best.

Thus Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the automation of my mind-consciousness system searching/seeking/looking/thinking/obsessing about my environment and myself, projecting into the future for any sort of issue that will go ‘wrong’, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is possible to correct myself through self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to release myself from the energy of fear/concern/worry that I had accepted and allowed myself to project onto myself and my environment, and instead learn to stand here, breathe, be equal with all and focus on life, concentrate on peace, and Live Common Sensically in each moment FULLY HERE where true power IS.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the core memory from my childhood programming where I had initially accepted and allowed the worry/concern character within and as me as a simple program of self-survival/self-interest, where I had used fear as my motivation/starting point to ‘stay alive’, never in fact really being Here and Living consistently.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand my power of who I am, my ability to persuade, to create, through being Here 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to as a child accept and allow my programming where concern and worry for fear of survival are core to who I am, which makes sense, this is a logical way of being where we must survive, yet now I take responsibility and rewrite myself to freedom where the fear is not the starting point, the common SENSE is the starting point

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not yet go from the sense of fear/concern/worry to the common sense of self-directed principle and the principles of Desteni 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simplicity of breath and effective thinking about how I intend to create reality as Equal and One, and to operate from this certainty with clear intention

When and as I notice myself operating from any separation, I stop and I breathe

I realize that my intention is clear

I realize that my intention is to find and support and build the network of TechnoTutor globally

I realize that 1+1 I will support others in many ways that I may not even see

I realize that there is zero benefit to worrying 

I realize there is zero benefit to being concerned

I realize that I am learning how to focus on life and concentrate on peace

Thus I commit myself to directing my thoughts/ my intentions and my actions/deeds/words to what is best for all

I commit myself to stand as the Tree of Life as Common Sense 

I commit myself to operate day by day flowing as what is best for all Life

I commit myself to practice breath, being Here and projecting exactly how things will BEST go to the best of my abilities