Monday, June 8, 2020

Day 44 - The Real Money Authority

I have noticed reactions within both losing money and making money.

This shows me the obvious common sense that Who I Am is being influenced by money, so I am abdicating my responsibility and authority from being Life, to just energy-authority whipping me around like a sailboat in an ocean completely dependent on something outside myself. Until Here No Further. I am the directive principle.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate WHO I AM as Life Authority for the desire/experience of money, where I give money power over me, over how I feel, how I interact, how I think and Who I believe that I AM, where this is CLEARLY me giving away my authority to Money, UNTIL HERE NO FURTHER. This is a process of purifying money and Who I AM as Money from the most fundamental level.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the unconscious behaviors, the subconscious characters and backchat, and the conscious thoughts/feelings/emotions of thinking I am a victim and thinking I am lucky to exist within me, where who I am with money is either a victim, or is lucky, failing to see/realize/understand that what is best is the understanding that the Money is a tool and is an extension of me as Who I am, in and as the starting point of what is best for all Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have refused to direct money and take absolute 100% responsibility of Who I AM and my money I have, the systems I have to create more money, and my level of responsibility in the world system of money 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I need to have a secure job and paycheck in order for me to be secure in Who I AM, which is a lie. The security in Self comes first, and I prove this as I give unconditionally, within common sense and principles. The money WILL come more and more over time and I will prove this, that Who I AM as LIFE comes first. This is the starting point of the World that is Best for All Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have refused to prove to myself that I can handle making more money AND Living Here as Life, as Life is the real starting point, the money is just an extension of me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand that Who I AM is Life, and through walking this process of Self-Perfection within Principles, that I can and will stand as Life where thus Money is just an extension of me and it is equal to and one with me as Life, where through me and my daily participation, directing myself in equality and oneness as Life, from the starting point of Principles, that money is then just a tool and an extension of me. I AM Life. I AM the authority. Money is a tool by which we support the entire World-System to be Life-giving.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see the gift within poverty and suffering/not knowing where my paycheck/money is coming from, where now I realize that tracking my spending, tracking my income, tracking my finances CONSISTENTLY is the answer, as this habit of checking and reporting these numbers allows me to understand where I am really at within the world system, so Who I AM as Life, and my starting point is what is best for all Life, that I now equalize myself with my money, where no more do I need to accept and allow the money-consciousness running rampant hijacking the mind/my body like a parasite alien taking over who I am. NO MORE. I am the directive principle. I will prove this time and time again no matter how much money is in my bank account.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the more money I have coming in was an indicator that I was still compromising who I AM, as the new influx of money was coinciding with me being happier, more carefree, which is not best, as that is OBVIOUSLY me being controlled by money, until I have now DEVELOPED Who I AM within money, which is established through my budgeting, my consistent tracking of my funds and my finances, where no matter if I make money or lose money, I am committed to budgeting, so this HERE is the gift of making more money and then losing money, and going through the ‘ups and the down’ is that I see WHERE I still have to purify myself in relationship with money, so then I am the ultimate power and the money has no power ‘over’ me. This will be proven through my process of writing and correcting myself unconsciously, subconsciously and consciously, so that always and in all ways I do what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself the believe that it is acceptable to rush my process and my accumulation of responsibility. No. Step by step. The ‘slow way’ is the ‘short way’. Slowly AND surely this will get done.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I can get rich quick, when in reality it is WHO I AM in the consistent daily application that matters, and as I develop myself, steady, constantly, consistently over time, through my tracking of my finances and my living of my principles, I trust myself to continue building my businesses and feeding the businesses, where in turn the money will emerge. IT TAKES TIME and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the gift of patience, and the process of becoming the kind of person that CAN and DOES patiently build, day after day, week after week, month after month and so forth

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have not realized that I do in fact trust myself to show up consistently every day, and within this, my self-awareness is increasing, so I can and I will handle anything that comes up, even if it is emotionally tough, I have all the support I need, and the unbending trust in myself and my process is HERE, breath by breath in Self-Honesty.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the most effective next steps to building my income and profit, thus my wealth, which is externally - marketing and giving value/supporting relationships, and internally, walking extensive and thorough self-forgiveness and self-corrective application within BRUTAL self-honesty, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that I AM the directive principle over the money, where it is WHO I AM in my daily consistent application that is what creates or does not create the profitable relationship with money, so consistent daily application and Living the Principles is what counts, and time will prove this as more money IS coming in

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the acceptances and allowances of unworthiness programming deep within my flesh, UNTIL HERE NO FURTHER as I AM worthy as Life and I will thus PROVE this. Life Authority Always and in All Ways. Money is a tool and the Life-Giving World-System is Here within and as me and us walking our process collectively in agreement with our principles. It is seeds growing over time.

Therefore…

When and as I notice myself reacting to money, I stop and I breathe

I realize that through breath and clarifying my starting point of what is best for all Life, that I can and will direct money as an extension of ME to what is best for all Life

I realize that consistent daily application of my Self-Forgiveness AND Self-Corrective Application process is moving myself forward as it is WHO I AM within and as Money that counts, so this is really Living the Change, the money will keep coming as I accumulate more responsibility

I realize the Equal Money System is emerging within me as I walk my process in brutal Self-Honesty and Living my Principles, it just takes time to emerge

I realize that there is a danger of making more money too soon without fundamentally changing Who I AM and clarifying/living my starting point of and as what is best for all Life, where the money acts as a sedative/drug where I risk becoming numb to the problems of the world (which is really just me), UNTIL HERE NO FURTHER as I realize that Who I AM with money will be tested in all ways, including making tons of money, where in my wisdom and the support from our group I will be STEADY, and WE WILL BE STEADY, HERE as LIFE through BREATH and our relationship Agreements.

I realize that breath accumulation is equal to the money/wealth accumulation.

I realize that the breath accumulation of Who I AM as Life will equal the money accumulation, where through the negative and positive experiences with money, who I am will shine through as Life beaming through always and in all ways, and ANY reaction that comes up I have the tools of Self-Forgiveness and Breath and Self-Corrective Application which I TRUST myself to implement, always and in all ways

I realize that unless my starting point is what is best for all Life, anything I do will accumulate consequences for which I am responsible, therefore I commit myself to CONTINUALLY and ALWAYS re-establish my Starting Point to be what is Best for All Life until this is certain and unbending and verifiable always and in all ways

I realize that exposing my secret mind of money IS absolutely best, as it allows me to purify myself and my Living Flesh to thus direct Life in actuality to what is best

Therefore….

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application accumulate responsibility, breath, wealth as WHO I AM is LIFE and the money/energy will grow as a tool that I use as an extension of me as Life, yet Life is the starting point and I will solidify and substantiate this starting point as I LIVE this starting point, moment by moment breath by breath

I commit myself to track my bank account balances, my monthly spending, my income, my expenses and my net worth every month with consistency, as this is the proof of me accumulating responsibility, awareness, Life, Breath and Money

I commit myself to always dig in and find the lesson with any negative money experience, through breath, self-forgiveness and consistent application where who I am will be proven time and time again that I stand as Life and Principles

I commit myself to dig in and find the lesson with any positive money experience, through breath, self-forgiveness and consistent application, where who I am will be proven time and time again that I stand as Life and Principles

I commit myself to prove to myself I can handle making more money, Living within and as my Principles, directing everything and anything to what is best for all Life

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