I remember when I was a kid I would get money from helping with chores from my grandma.
I had 3 jars in my room that my mom and dad gave me to try and teach me about saving money. I say try - because I did not comprehend what the meaning of each jar was and what the purpose of saving was. They were old jars and there was tape on each of them.
Spending, Saving, Giving.
I remember putting money into the spending jar.
I saw the money in the spending jar, the amount was much more than the saving and the giving jars.
I had 3 jars in my room that my mom and dad gave me to try and teach me about saving money. I say try - because I did not comprehend what the meaning of each jar was and what the purpose of saving was. They were old jars and there was tape on each of them.
Spending, Saving, Giving.
I remember putting money into the spending jar.
I saw the money in the spending jar, the amount was much more than the saving and the giving jars.
I noticed the reaction within myself when they were uneven.
I did not care about saving because it was not as fun to think about as my spending jar.
I noticed a few coins in the giving jar because I wanted to give out of guilt that I had seen my parents do it at church.
I did not understand the giving jar.
I did not understand the significance of the jars, and I did not formulate a plan to actually use those jars in harmony with what is best for all Life. This was the beginning of my abusive starting point with money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to ask mom and dad to explain the significance of the three jars as much as necessary for me to actually comprehend and understand them, and within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to understand what the best ‘balance’ looks like with the amount of money in each jar, with a plan to make the money begin working for me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to ask mom and dad to explain the significance of the three jars as much as necessary for me to actually comprehend and understand them, and within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to understand what the best ‘balance’ looks like with the amount of money in each jar, with a plan to make the money begin working for me
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to realize that principles of doing what is best within money and Life is actually the proper starting point within money, and this journey and realization takes time to understand for oneself but it absolutely best to prioritize this journey, which is what I am now rewriting and taking full responsibility for
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react with positive emotions and energy to putting money into the spending jar, and to immediately go into the mind-consciousness-system thinking thoughts, leading to feelings/emotions, leading to subconscious characters and then unconscious behavior/mannerisms of consumption and imagination of consumption/fantasizing on the ways to spend my money, completely abdicating responsibility for doing what is actually best, in thought, word and deed, which is using that money as a symbolic representation of my understanding of wealth and how to effectively distribute wealth in Life-giving ways, then also using the 3 jars to invest in the proper steps to changing my own inner mind-consciousness system and the world-system of money (the global economy) to one of equality and oneness where everyone can have and share and create a world that is best and a system of money that is Life-giving where all basic needs are met, freeing us up to go to the next levels of innovation, creativity, prosperity, overall well-being and establishing the next level of humanity as one that all have enough
I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to understand what the best balance of the jar amounts is and an effective plan to ensure the jars are Life-giving to all Life, properly scaling up from tiny amounts of money to massive amounts of money, as the principles come first as starting point, with self-trust with money being imperative to being trustworthy with more money
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed the energy/emotion authority within, and I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed abdication of my directive will and responsibility, by even giving myself the option of using the 3 jars with no clear plan in place for saving/investing/giving/spending, it was an acceptance and allowance of energetic authority and energetic ‘in the moment’ experience when I would open the drawer and put money in, without any principle and plan in place to do what is best no matter how I feel, until Here no further
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand that saving is the practice of responsibility and delayed gratification, and that the savings themselves can be used to purchase assets that create more money that can be used to cover basic needs and then free up myself to then become a stable economic point in the system to be Life-giving to others
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react negatively emotionally with allocating capital, as when I put the money in the savings jar I experienced fear of loss, that the energetic experience I was hoping for with the spending was ‘taken away’, in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand that my brain was hijacked by consumerism, failing to see that exchanging money from my spending jar for a good/service that I wanted was actually feeding the entire system of gain/loss with money all for the temporary emotional experience of buying an item, keeping me locked into my level within the system of mediocrity and inability to actually become Life-giving within and as my relationship to money and the world-system
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to understand and comprehend delayed gratification with money, and in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to plan effectively with a money agreement within myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to understand and comprehend compound interest and the power of investing my savings wisely so the money makes more money, with the starting point end point being equal and one resource distribution to all within the world-system
I forgive myself I have accepted and allowed myself to have refused to create a money agreement with myself and others, failing to see/realize/understand that money is a tool that can and will be used for what is best for all Life
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react with positive emotions and energy to putting money into the spending jar, and to immediately go into the mind-consciousness-system thinking thoughts, leading to feelings/emotions, leading to subconscious characters and then unconscious behavior/mannerisms of consumption and imagination of consumption/fantasizing on the ways to spend my money, completely abdicating responsibility for doing what is actually best, in thought, word and deed, which is using that money as a symbolic representation of my understanding of wealth and how to effectively distribute wealth in Life-giving ways, then also using the 3 jars to invest in the proper steps to changing my own inner mind-consciousness system and the world-system of money (the global economy) to one of equality and oneness where everyone can have and share and create a world that is best and a system of money that is Life-giving where all basic needs are met, freeing us up to go to the next levels of innovation, creativity, prosperity, overall well-being and establishing the next level of humanity as one that all have enough
I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to understand what the best balance of the jar amounts is and an effective plan to ensure the jars are Life-giving to all Life, properly scaling up from tiny amounts of money to massive amounts of money, as the principles come first as starting point, with self-trust with money being imperative to being trustworthy with more money
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed the energy/emotion authority within, and I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed abdication of my directive will and responsibility, by even giving myself the option of using the 3 jars with no clear plan in place for saving/investing/giving/spending, it was an acceptance and allowance of energetic authority and energetic ‘in the moment’ experience when I would open the drawer and put money in, without any principle and plan in place to do what is best no matter how I feel, until Here no further
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand that saving is the practice of responsibility and delayed gratification, and that the savings themselves can be used to purchase assets that create more money that can be used to cover basic needs and then free up myself to then become a stable economic point in the system to be Life-giving to others
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react negatively emotionally with allocating capital, as when I put the money in the savings jar I experienced fear of loss, that the energetic experience I was hoping for with the spending was ‘taken away’, in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand that my brain was hijacked by consumerism, failing to see that exchanging money from my spending jar for a good/service that I wanted was actually feeding the entire system of gain/loss with money all for the temporary emotional experience of buying an item, keeping me locked into my level within the system of mediocrity and inability to actually become Life-giving within and as my relationship to money and the world-system
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to understand and comprehend delayed gratification with money, and in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to plan effectively with a money agreement within myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to understand and comprehend compound interest and the power of investing my savings wisely so the money makes more money, with the starting point end point being equal and one resource distribution to all within the world-system
I forgive myself I have accepted and allowed myself to have refused to create a money agreement with myself and others, failing to see/realize/understand that money is a tool that can and will be used for what is best for all Life
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand the power of the giving jar/account for giving, that an effective giving jar/account for giving - within the correct starting point of doing what is best for ALL Life - is what is ACTUALLY best, as that is the real living in and of the principles, the giving jar/account for giving becomes a fund for philanthropy/philanthrocapitalism that puts the power of money to work, to transform the current world system and rewrite/reprogram/evolve the distribution of resources to one where all are ensure their basic needs are met
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the negative feeling emotional attachments of guilt, charity, giving, which is a complete abomination of me taking responsibility, as it is abdication of responsibility and feeds an entire system that has proven over and over to not actually change the world system, therefore any and every dollar I have it is my responsibility to direct that dollar where it is best to go
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand that charities may be repurposed to what is best, as the infrastructure MAY be there to actually be a node in the network of the Equal Money System, and Equal Resource Distribution System, so I commit myself to investigate charities further and connect with those that are decision-makers to begin sharing process with them and to come into principled agreement and money agreement with any and every charity willing to ACTUALLY do what is best for all Life
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see/realize/understand the connection between the jars, that they were representative of a portfolio for allocating capital, with proper checks and balances in place to ensure the amount is accumulating/growing and facilitating the living of the principles, as that is money as a useful tool, in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse money and be blind to the effective/best use of money, until Here no further
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to pick up the book that was sitting in the family library called ‘the intelligent investor’ and in this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to initiate conversation with money, saving, giving all from the starting point of actually doing what is best for all of Life
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand that charities may be repurposed to what is best, as the infrastructure MAY be there to actually be a node in the network of the Equal Money System, and Equal Resource Distribution System, so I commit myself to investigate charities further and connect with those that are decision-makers to begin sharing process with them and to come into principled agreement and money agreement with any and every charity willing to ACTUALLY do what is best for all Life
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see/realize/understand the connection between the jars, that they were representative of a portfolio for allocating capital, with proper checks and balances in place to ensure the amount is accumulating/growing and facilitating the living of the principles, as that is money as a useful tool, in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse money and be blind to the effective/best use of money, until Here no further
I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to pick up the book that was sitting in the family library called ‘the intelligent investor’ and in this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to initiate conversation with money, saving, giving all from the starting point of actually doing what is best for all of Life
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to realize common sense within money, and establishing the starting point of ‘give as I want to receive’ and within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to properly see/realize/understand the order of allocating capital/resources/time/attention that will allow me to give MASSIVELY as I want to receive MASSIVELY, to the largest extent humanly possible, giving Life and resources in and as equality and oneness within the economy on a global scale, bringing ALL of humanity up to the next level that we may access our next levels of ability as a collective intelligence, which allocating capital properly throughout the world-system is a necessary step, within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that savings/investing comes first, then understanding the best vehicles for savings/investing, then next comes the understanding and optimization of spending for basic needs coupled with the understanding and optimization of giving for basic needs for others, that this equality and oneness within myself and the giving to others is the establishment of responsibility and the scaling up of this will be possible as I establish the responsibility on the smaller scale and assist/support others to do the same, that way we can all be trusted equally with money and doing what is best, because we will be in money agreement together and principle agreement together
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand that saving/investing is how one has their money work for them, which frees one up completely to then actually do what is best, which is educating the planet and then sharing this wisdom of money/resource distribution and a plan for accumulating wealth/becoming a node in the network for resource distribution for all
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed brainwashing of consumerism and money to be valued over Life, when Life IS the only real value, and I will prove this through my thoughts/words/deeds and Who I Am within and as Money
When and as I notice myself in relationship to money, I stop and I breathe
I realize that my plan is in place, I allocate a certain amount for my basic needs to be covered, and then allocate percentages to savings/investments/basic needs/business growth (which is giving)
I realize that charities and businesses are able to be repurposed to what is best for all Life, if those that comprise the charity and business are willing to walk process and stand in and as Life
I realize I am connected with experts in money/finance and I must become equal to and one with the expert in money/finance and direct these relationships in full responsibility to do what is best for all Life
I realize the world-system of money can and will become a Life-giving system akin to the human body where blood/nutrients flow to every cell and every organ
I realize I am responsible for my health of my body and who I am as my physical body will be directly reflected in the outer world
I realize that my starting point within money, spending, investing, saving and giving is now Life, and I will prove to myself that this is so
I realize that I have my money agreement within myself by my understanding of my portfolio and my following through of thought/word/deed/actions to Live the money agreement
I realize that my starting point within money, spending, investing, saving and giving is now Life, and I will prove to myself that this is so
I realize that I have my money agreement within myself by my understanding of my portfolio and my following through of thought/word/deed/actions to Live the money agreement
I realize that I am trustworthy with my money and others money to do what is best to assist/support others who are in alignment within principle, to then come into agreement with me/Life within and as Money
I realize Who I Am within Money is Life, and I will prove this over and over until I stand as a visible Living Example of what is best for all Life which includes money and resource-distribution to all of the planet
I realize that the giving arm of my vehicle is ALSO my responsibility, I do not trust a random charity to do what is best and I refuse to give money out of any starting point that is not best for all Life
I realize that I DO know what is best to do with money
I realize that together we will do what is best with money
I realize that I do trust myself to follow through with my decisions on money
I realize that I have enough vehicles of wealth that it is just now a game of patient urgency, and now establishing the systems of the businesses/networks that will become the Life-giving pulses throughout the world-system of money
I realize that money is supportive and Life-giving ONLY if that is my starting point, therefore
I commit myself to the starting point of Life-giving in every thought/word/deed
I commit myself to abide by my portfolio as it is my money agreement
I commit myself to the starting point of Life-giving in every thought/word/deed
I commit myself to abide by my portfolio as it is my money agreement
I commit myself to establish the global network of resource distribution so that all may have their needs met, and that this is ensured, so that no self-interest parasitism happens, rather we walk step by step to complete symbiosis and harmony, experiencing the greatest health of the human body we have ever experienced
I commit myself to prove to myself that much like the Body will naturally heal itself given the right nutrition and support, that the Body of Humanity will heal itself given the right nutrition and support, which I am committed to establish through Who I Am within and as Life and the global network
I commit myself to reform/repurpose charity to what is best for all Life
I commit myself to reform/repurpose the global economies to what is best for all Life
I commit myself to prove to myself that much like the Body will naturally heal itself given the right nutrition and support, that the Body of Humanity will heal itself given the right nutrition and support, which I am committed to establish through Who I Am within and as Life and the global network
I commit myself to reform/repurpose charity to what is best for all Life
I commit myself to reform/repurpose the global economies to what is best for all Life
I commit myself to breathe and be Here, as I trust myself to direct myself and others to Live in agreement within principles and within money
I commit myself to do what is best, always and in all ways, that all humans may Live as Life in equality and oneness in all ways
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