Day 31: Unwavering in Principle

Unwavering in Principle

Waver - Verb

pause or hold back in uncertainty or unwillingness: Authorities hesitate to quote exact figures

be unsure or weak: Their enthusiasm is faltering

move hesitatingly, as if about to give way

move or sway in a rising and falling or wavelike pattern: the line on the monitor vacillated

move back and forth very rapidly

When I was a child I was learning how to walk and I was holding my grandpas hands.

My legs were wavering as I had not developed the muscle and coordination to stand and walk.

I was not yet strong enough to stand on my own, and I would waver and my legs would give way, where my grandpa would hold my hands and help me stay up straight

My walking and my standing was weak and my legs would give way as I learned how to walk I notice that the wavering itself is part of the process of growing and living as Life, however there was a hesitation that developed, the hesitation and fear of falling, of stumbling. THIS is the wavering that I am writing out, to thus stand in what I KNOW to be unwavering, which is Principle.
This was the beginning of my journey to stability from instability. The journey to certainty from wavering, both physically, mentally, emotionally. Within this, unwavering still implies there is flexibility, but it is unwavering in commitment to get where I intend to go. Wavering is just part of the journey to unwavering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waver in my standing for longer than is best, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand that wavering for longer than is best is an indicator of lack of self-honesty and lack of self-trust, where continual application to stand for what is best is the best goal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hesitate while walking, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see the hesitation character that I had begun participating in from such a young age, where instead of embracing the waver, I hesitated even for a microsecond, which has consequences to this day, until Here no Further

I forgive myself that I have a accepted and allowed myself to have judged myself for wavering when wavering is just part of the process, yet within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waver for longer than is necessary, as getting to unwavering (the process of standing and building on firm foundation) is best, and this is what I am dedicated to in all aspects of my Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see/realize/understand the best redefinition of waver until now, where Waver = Indicator of Where to Focus to stand in in integrity

Wherever I waver, there I know is an indicator of where to focus and strengthen my foundation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to stand within integrity in all that I do, realizing that any form of hesitancy or second guessing is showing me where to investigate further and further apply myself so I do stand in integrity in a verifiable way in everything I do, living in and as Principle

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use others as a crutch for my standing and walking, where I would lean on them for support WITHOUT realizing the consequence of developing the pattern of leaning on for support from a weak starting point, within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to clarify my starting point within standing, walking and Living in oneness and equality, utilizing support when it is best, then when in my self-honesty I know I am ready, to then stand and walk as an absolute individual, unwavering, strengthening myself and proving to myself in my Self Honesty that any remaining wavering has been mastered and now I stand and walk as an Absolute Individual in certainty of Who I Am

When and as I notice myself wavering (the indicator of where I need to focus to stand in integrity) through hesitancy, weakness and/or uncertainty, I stop and I breathe

I realize that I am an absolute individual

I realize that unwavering is best within and as Principles, where I will waver as I develop and grow myself, yet I will not waver in my principles

I realize that I am dedicated to living within and as Principle

I realize that I can always direct my focus

I realize that I can always choose to breathe

I realize that there are ways to utilize support from others and from myself, through reaching out, connecting, yet also through self-honestly checking in with myself and utilizing the tools of breath and self-forgiveness writing, that way I will prove to myself and to all that I am trustworthy, and I am unwavering in my Principles

I realize that my original memories of hesitancy and dependency on others had fed into a character of hesitation and uncertainty within my own self-honesty and self-trust as being an Absolute Individual, which those memories of wavering is now a supportive reference point for me to prove to myself whether or not I am standing unwavering in certainty in my Self-Honesty and Self-Trust, UNwavering in Who I Am and my Principles, and this certainty within will emerge in all aspects of my Life and spread to all others, where any indicators of weakness or hesitation that emerge are just gifts for me to realize where further I can investigate and stand within self-honesty and self-trust, to direct myself and all to what is best for all Life, now and forevermore, as I am committed to be unwavering in my Principles and Living the Principles

I realize that I strengthen my body through the process of naturally learning, which implies wavering, failing, falling, standing again, learning, and eventually succeeding and standing no matter what. So within and as the awareness of this process to unwavering from wavering …

I commit myself to stand as Life over and over until in complete Self-Honesty and Self-Trust I remain Here as a Living Example of what is best for all Life, Visibly Living the Principles

I commit myself to live the redefinition of Waver - as an indicator of where I need to focus to stand in integrity, so when and as I notice myself wavering, I stop and I breathe and I choose again to Live as the Principles, and therefore I do what needs to be done to Self-Honestly stand as Life, utilizing the resources and tools that are available to me and that are part of me, so that always and in all ways I stand in integrity, unwavering in my Principles

I commit myself to support others that are wavering to stand as Life, to support others to stand unwavering within and as Principle, beyond hesitation, beyond doubt, beyond weakness and unwillingness, that who I am and who we are is and will continue to be such a strong force of Life that Life will emerge always and in all ways as we walk together the Collective Journey to Life